Who Am I?

It's really an interesting and meaningful question for me to answer.It not only includes the way for me to introduce myself, but also for me to know the deepest individual in my soul.....


After writing so many articles about "the self introduction" when I wanted to be a leader in my chinese Secondary school,and before the time I came to Henderson.I always find writing such articles has no meaning for me.It's so boring to repeat that "I've got xxx prize"and "I like XXX". I think writing is a way to show your views or sometimes for you to release something or just like a thinking train for you to take on an enjoy.Everytime you write an article you can deeply find and feel a sense,and anytime you can enjoy this process and harvest the fruits of success because you have already built a new scenery inside your heart.


So, I want to dig myself during the writing hour and comment myself summarily.I feel that now I am just talking to myself and inspiring myself to reach the dreaming place.I don't care if you can understand my complex and strange ideas.


And now I want to let me be clear, if you want to find my merits,in short,it is thinking.However, I do not want to promote or beautify myself any more.I only wanna to highlight my defects and research the probable solutions.


I am the girl who has a big and clear dream but cannot take action directly although I've thought about it for thousand times.I cannot arrange my timetable rationally although I ve already maken the plans.

I'm the one always be attractive , such as after I watched a film about environmental protection I would try to surf the internet and join some organizations. But my focus is so easy to be changed. So I'm afraid that I'm not strenghtful and not full of stamina.


I'm not the girl who can decide firmly and get strong power to walk proceed. I'm the girl who is a little sentimental and easily to get some distracting thoughts which can effect me thinking.


The people I'm familar with always wish me to be to be sucessed and say that they are conpletely confident about that.However,only I know that my disandvantages are such lethal.

However,the most important point I found nowadays is that I need to be simple which not mean I need to give up my thoughts and become childish.I have to firm my goal and as optimistic as an American.Living every day you wanted and promised to be because I believe have a high standard and taste.


I am still unwritten!


To sum up all of my defects,I need your help.I am sure that I'll become more strengthful after I recieve your help~! :)